amazing!!!!hahahahha
actually i can't sleep bah last night
i dont know why and what was im thinking about till it takes time to me o'oi....
haiyaaa...me pusing kiri me pusing kanan till 2.00am nie..
than i read my notes till 3.00am baru me dapat tido..
after that guy call and talk to me something, me selalu terfikir2 bah like penasaran gitu lah...
ye la...im still thinking why he said like that to me..
sayang or kesian with me?? y mau sayang me as he already ada someone yang leh faham and always stay with him kan....
so difficult to me to terima ni semua and just forget everything bah but me lawan jak kuatkan hati tak mau ingat apa2..
but to be honest, he always in my mind...that's why i hate myself!!! stupid gurl huh...
ye la, me already lost this game bah then other people can ketawa lah sana..
puaslah hati kau kan gurl aku kalah!!!!
even i know that is wrong to hate someone in our life,
but sorry!!! seumur hidup aku, perempuan tu lah insan pertama yang aku benci...
ndak pernah2 me membenci orang bah but that gurl yang ajar me erti membenci!!!
I HATE YOU gurl!!! you broke my heart..u do such things just to get him back...
and now u get him so pliz both of you OUT FROM MY LIFE....
aku ndak pernah jumpa perempuan macam dia...bukan lagi perempuan lah, manusia macam dia!!!!
kata orang indon"sok-sok mulia deh"
what can i say "IT DOESNT MATTER and i really DONT CARE!!!!!!
now, in my mind me tak sabar mau wat transformasi
THE NEW OF D'la..........
tunggu ahhh....as what in islam said:" people is in charge on his/her own destiny, to improve his/her life and the world around him/her....."
im still have an opportunity to change my life...yeah!! i will survive!!!
me banyak kawan2 di tagged and facebook yang selalu push me ni supaya ndak down..
ada seorang kawan aku ni suruh aku hayati lirik "i will survive"
wahhh credit to him la, after me lesson that song and try hayati lagu tu, pehhh memang motivate me la..me ari2 nyanyi tu lagu....thanks to him...
hehehehe
and...
1 more problem.....
me TEKANAN D BILIK baaaaa.....
me try sudah mau cool down,buat macam teda apa2 lah kunun...
how me tak tekanan..
me bangun tido,masuk bilik kuar bilik,what ever me done me nampak cate study...
SAIKO me ohhhh....
me tak leh ni tengok keadaan gtu...stress me...
apa pun me wat kan mesti si cate study...
rasa macam mau lari jak dari keadaan nie...
now pun doia study...
me bukan jenis yang study 24hour..
i need some fun right now...
when i feel stress like this...
i miss some1 who always take me out..jalan-jalan, menyanyi puas2...
huh.. i really miss SAA 8372M... tekanan me here...
but this may become good jugalah kasi biasa me hidup sendiri2....
cuma tu ahhh...
time cate study memang aku tak leh nak tengok...
thats why me on9,tido,dengar lagu la....
so cuba fikir bila masanya plak untuk aku study kan?????
teda!!!!!! me tak leh study oooooo....
eja pun stress dia cakap tinggal asrama so petang ni dia balik umah study at home mode...huhuhu bestnye dia...cemburu me...
me jak la ni tekanan ni...
hahahah...
just now eja datang bilik baca my blog ni then dia ckp why tak upload gambar kami masak semalam guna rice cooker...
menu kami semalam agak special dari yang biasa...
bukan sup telur...bukan sup sardin...bukan juga telu dadar apa lagi sayur tumis...
TAPI.......
KARI AYAM...
wauuuu kami masak kari ayam guna rice cooker ooo...
congrates tata..u done it..perfect...sedap ooooo
berabis me makan..menambah lagi nasi..
but still can't fight my mum la tata...
kari dia memang teda tandingan la..
biasalah mumbelajar dari my nenek kan... kari sri lanka....
waaaaiiiiiiiiii...miss curry mama....
aku jak ni yang tak pandai masa...
kan bagus kalau aku ada niat mau belajar dari mum..
tapi sorry mum...mum tau kan sorang anak perempuan mu ni tak pandai dan minat masak...
but mum harus bangga anak mama pandai wat kek dan urus hal2 lain kan...
see mum sanggup tunggu me balik tuk urus tu wedding di umah 20 nov nie...
i like!!!
okey la...
i have to go...
nak study kat tangga a1...
im stress here!!!!
see u later babe!!!!
daaaa..........
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